i get so weak in the knees
i can hardly speak
i lose all control
and something takes over me.

last nite,i dreamt tt sillybaby n i were gonna get married.on e 8th of june to be very exact.that's like 12 days frm now, 4 days frm my birthday.there was no knee on grd proposal or anything.sure didnt remember seeing any kringkring diamond being put on my ring finger.all e dream consisted was us preparing for e upcoming wedding reception.leng n vannie played cameos.cant remember what they were doing.anyway i kept asking him in e dream why were we getting married so early when we both have no money.he said we shd get married soon on e 8th of june cos it's in e pink of june.exact words frm him in e dream.as in e pink of health?shrugs man no idea what tt meant.remembered having lotsa doubts abt us getting married so soon but he wldnt take no for an answer.also remember wearing a white satin bustier gown while preparing for e reception.my fat boy was alot slimmer in e dream.oh yes n we were happily kissing while discussing abt plans for e reception with someone.damn strange.

intepretation frm dreammoods:
Wedding
To see a wedding in your dream, symbolizes a new beginning or transition. Dreams involving weddings are generally negative and highlight some anxiety or fear. It often refers to feelings of bitterness, sorrow, or death. Alternatively, wedding dreams reflect your issues about commitment and independence.

Kiss
To dream of a kiss,denotes love,affection,tranquility,harmony,and contentment.

woke up thking maybe this dream of us getting married,e beginning of life spent together as one,is foreshadowing a plausible end to e rship.tt perhaps it'll end on 8th of june,e supposed date of marriage in e dream.talked to him abt it just now n we were laughing abt it.somehow i've got a bad feeling abt this.shit.wish i didnt remember e vivid details of e dream cos now it has def got me thking way too much.am negative now.oh well it's all just a silly dream eh.havent seen him for 3days tt's why.sillybaby had a dream last nite too.of his friend jonathan n a giant tarantular and oh yes,he also dreamt of his ex girlfriend/e one i hate e most(!!!)/e one i detest so much(!!!)/e bitchslut-ihateher.*curses.yeah tt one.*curses.shant mention e name cos i hate e sound of it.he dreamt tt she said hi to him n cldnt remember anything else.rite.so i dreamt of a marriage n he dreamt of tt creature?!?!how pleasantly nice!and tt got me so worked up but once n again he got so amused by my pettiness n how worked up i was.petty meh?i just dont like it.and it's as if she'll always be an element of his past tt'll continue to haunt.i'm hating it.sillybaby has alot of reassuring to do.