addictions:
1. britney's toxic
sing it with me!
..with a taste of your lips
i'm on a ride
you're toxic
i'm slipping under
a taste of a poison paradise
i'm addicted to you
don't you know that you're toxic
and i love what you do
but you know that you're toxic..

oh yeah i can feel all of ya heavily groovin with me to this.

2. green stuff (i.e. green is e color to enhance e peach blossomy luck for all born under e rat.)
3. your attentions
4. you

i think i understand why some seek joy in self mutilation.
slitting their wrists
enjoying while their blood runs dry.
fear not i'm not one of those.
but i finally understand,
that we were one and e same
thrilled by e pain that we get.

but not anymore.
i deserve pleasures.
not pain.

"..some of them want to use you
some of them want to be used by you.

some of them want to abuse you
some of them want to be abused.."

e latter serves as a better choice.

"..too many hearts are broken
a lover's promise never came with a maybe
so many words are left unspoken
the silent voices are driving me crazy
after all the pain you caused me
making up could never be your intention
you'll never know how much you hurt me
stay can't you see that

i wanna fall from the stars
straight into your arms
i,
i feel you
i hope you comprehend.."

stars-simply red

it was e comfort of the snuggles
that devoured me
making me feel i cld spend e rest of my life
waking up next to you.

i hate this.

anyway,
it feels strange going out for a first date.
a first time in a long time.
it was fun nonetheless despite e rainy day.
another episode of e slippery slipper.

i welcome distractions with open arms.
come to me.

"..did you know when you go
it's the perfect ending
to the bad day i've gotten used to spending
when you go all i know is
you're my favorite mistake.."

my favourite mistake-sheryl crow

everything abt you has taken its toll on me.
so sick of it.
sick of you.
i cant even puke out my grievances
cos you made me so void
so empty inside.

i'm sorry i loved you
i'm sorry that i still do.
everything we had was a mistake.

my favourite mistake.