Thursday, November 20

maybe departure's good
makes room for more
start to mass produce
for a chance to ignore
maybe you'll kill yourself
before i get a turn
maybe i'll fall in love
and never learn

take the rope to my heart and fall
you may just be the last before you
see the black tangled heart fall.

Friday, November 14

there's another world inside of me
that you may never see
there's secrets in this life
that i can't hide
somewhere in this darkness
there's a light that i can't find
maybe it's too far away.
maybe i'm just blind.


so hold me when i'm here
right me when i'm wrong
hold me when i'm scared
and love me when i'm gone
everything i am
and everything in me
wants to be the one
you wanted me to be
i'll never let you down
even if i could
i'd give up everything
if only for your good
so hold me when i'm here
right me when i'm wrong
you can hold me when i'm scared
you won't always be there.

love me when i'm gone.

Thursday, November 6

i think i'm drowning.
asphyxiating.
i wanna break the spell.
that you've created.

you're something beautiful
a contradiction.
i want to play the game.
i want the friction.

i wanted freedom
but i'm restricted.
i tried to give you up.
but i'm addicted.

now that you know i'm trapped.
sense of elation.
you'll never dream of
breaking this fixation.
you will squeeze the life out of me.

bury it.
i won't let you bury it.
i won't let you smother it.
i won't let you murder it.

our time is running out.
you can't push it underground.
we can't stop it screaming out.

how did it come to this?

time is running out-muse.

awesome song.

Monday, November 3

when i get the strength to leave
you always tell me that you need me
and i'm weak because i believe you
and i'm mad because i love you
soiI stop and think that maybe
you can learn to appreciate me
then it all remains the same that
you ain't never gonna change.

see my days are cold without you
and i hurting when i'm with you
though my heart cant take no more
i keep on running back to you...

foolish


i don't know if i can handle you as just a friend
i can't pretend i'm so far in
but i don't mind
as long as i could have you in my life
i'm satisfied
even if you're not just mine.