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sinfully savouring bloody cockles, and ooh, durian that arent that fleshy but nonetheless melts in my mouth.
suppering is a sin.
my 3yr old levis arent supposed to feel this tight!
soon e hipsters will be a size 27 waister.

one wk hols starting frm now.
*ecstasy.
sinking into delirium n falling into deep sleep.
plant a kiss on thy lips n i shalt wake.
cos thou art e reason thy hours are beautiful.

my favoritest girls in e world!

when we laugh or we cry, it's together.
through e rain and e stormiest weather.
we're gonna still be as one
it's forever. .

i love my vannie n leng!
as my sillyboy has envisioned us to be thirty yrs down e road, we're still gonna be having regular bitching sessions and highteas, mahjong parties n shopping sprees. and as a result, e housework will be left undone, dinner wont be cooked, children running all over e place, totally neglecting our partners.
i can so see us growing old together.
and that's what we will do.
iloveyou.
you girls mean e world to me.
oh yes even if vannie makes me walk with her frm lau pa sat to esplanade.
and even if leng forces us to be cordial to her xiaobai.
i'm nothing without you.
*much love.

hopelessly addicted to nelly feat jaheim's-my place.
it's like so totally orgasmic.
i sink deep into e song.
and elevates me to an incredible high all e time.
lyrics so sleazy yet tune so smooth,
i melt, mesmerised.

really am melting.
weather's too hot, forcing me to strip bare to nothingness.

pictures taken over e weekend while slogging over e logistics project at huey's hse.
was triggerpleasing snapping pictures of meself.
kinda abstract dont you think?
selfobsession is indeed therapeutic.
go try.

thought of an awesome club name while writing notes for my marketing mgmt.
lvlounge.
pronounced as level lounge.
very winebar. jazz.ambient. lush sofaseats. deepred. sensous. cocktail. ontherocks. beautifulpeople. gucci. dior. upmarket. highend. gorgeous. socialise. socialite. me.
and e danceywancey club wld be called:
lure.
as in pure.
my sillyboy says he'll name his club e-house.
dang.sounds really inviting eh.

mel! remember how we used to talk abt setting up our own club during guides?and who wld be in charge of whichever department n e overall running of e club yadayada? such pleasant memoirs of those times in e den, our den as qm. i miss those times. innocence n purejoy.

vannie, leng! cant wait to meet up tmr! finally we can recommence our bitching sessions. mouth's itchin. hands're itchin to play mahjong too. and e heart's itchin to see you two. *mushywush.

till tmr.ta.

i can hardly wait to hold you
feel my arms ard you
how long i have waited
waited just to love you
now that i have found you..
i'll see you on thurs.:)

my heart is filled with so much joy, i can only glow with delight.

i desperately need a tan.
vannie,leng do you hear me?!lets go really soon k.lets frolick under e sun once n again n have skinonskin contact with e sands.exfoliate me baby! i feel like a tofu now really.in every sense of e word.white n jiggly n soyeah(soya..gedditgeddit?), grosse.

shopping at chinatown this noon was great!all thanks to my vannie who shared with me her cheap acquisition at cowcarwater.absolutely love my rattan bags man.cant wait to beautify them with my signature prettily fake flowers in every color of e rainbow.pwetty.
tsk.and to know that I(yes me,ME,ME) was e one who started this trend in sch way way back last yr.my style.MINE.
next up>>army market.
but arghhh how i wish i cld squeeze time out frm my unmoisturized but nonetheless smooth hands.
oh but wait..last day of work will be this coming sunday.soon i'll have tons of time for disposal.can finally get to spent good quality time with my sillybilly and all my lurbalurbas.it's a bittersweet departure really.e only peeves of it all were e loooooooooong hrs(10hrs.it's that long), e boredom, buying female, her world, 8days, elle every mth(!!!) to entertain meself, piling on weight snacking non stop in order to kill time.and bangbang i've shot up to 50kg.but other than that, working with clothes, dressing e mannequins up in e always-in-vogue-joon's-couture-style n tapping on my hidden fashionistic instincts were pleasantly pleasant.
next up>>prolly venturing into e cosmetic line soon.e power of strings pulling.e power of having power.i lust for power.i want it mine!

on a more sombre note altogether,
recently a friend of mine passed on.though i wasnt close to him in any way, his tragic death in a road accident really struck a chord in me.gone so sudden.didnt even get to say farewell to those who loved him n whom he loved.
i would like to bring this across: when i do pass on one fine day, i would like my eulogy to be such whereby all e countless silly, lame, funny/unfunny things i've said n done to be shared to one n all, to mark my closure.to know that i've touched each n everyone of you in any way, n that i've made you laugh n smile even for just once in my life, i depart with a smile on my face.love you all.i may not have deserved em, but i do cherish n appreciate em e best way i can.

loving you is easy cos you're beautiful.
yes, all of you.