"..never wanna wake up from this night
never wanna leave this moment
waiting for you only,
only you.
never gonna forget every single thing you do
when loving you is my finest hour
leaving you,
the hardest day of my life.."

the hardest day-the corrs

one more day
one last look
before i leave it all behind.
and play the role that's meant for us
that said we'd say goodbye.

will we ever?
can i bear to?
it's eventual.
maybe just not now.

"..she's a white dove,
an angel in disguise.
she fell in love with The man.
but this man won't give back her love,
so this is her cry.."

dove-moony

our favourite song.
ironic as it may seem, why do you like it when e lyrics aren't singing out your circumstance?

boring blog.
non existent blogger.
welcome me back.

i realise that i don't have this particular habit of reporting my daily events and activities in my blog, with all e 'Ahh!', 'Eee!', 'Ooh!' 'Eew!' and what not sound of a vowel. so not me. hmmm. but maybe i should. and generate a pool of interested audience who are keen to find out what's coming up in e next episode.

"..give me that strange relationship
never felt pleasure and pain like this
something so right but it feels so terribly wrong
i keep holding on.
give me that strange relationship
one of us gotta let go of this
i keep pushing and you keep holding on
i'm already gone.."

ooh yeah. another song to sing my thoughts out. oh well. i guess being involved in strange relationships have made me realise how mundane normal r'ships are. no offence to all those who are in normal r'ships. i wish you eternal bliss. maybe it's good that i never get a definite confirmation. i'm thrilled by e ambiguity. living in shades of grey and never e plain black n white. i'll never know which hue i'm ending at next. it's unhealthy. but it feeds on my hunger and satisfies my appetite. not exactly yums but burps i'm done.

does this sound like a convincingly cooked-up coverage?