sniff sniff. i'm having such a terrible cold now. e computer lab's freezing. damn the rainy day.
i need your arms ard me
i need to feel your touch.

it's been a long while since i blogged my thoughts. been missing me? grrrr. my computer's down once again and i have no idea when it'll be in working order again. i think it's beyond repairs. any computer geniuses out thurrr?
i just signed up for kickboxing in school. oooh. cant wait to unrevel the power and violence within. heeyahh.
am i so glad that the week's ending. i cant wait for e coming week to arrive.
aniticipations:
1- sweetie alvi's arrival! absolutely can't wait to see my dear friend once again. been missing her tremendously.
2- elaine's birthday celebration! ha it seems as if everyone's psyched abt e upcoming partying session. maybe we all shouldn't get our hopes too elevated or else disappointment might set in. hmmm but i'm sure we're gonna have a blast. i'll make sure we will.
3- overdose of spirits. as insane as it may sound, i miss the woozy and tipsy feeling. the temporary fulfillment and escape from consciousness.
4- being with all my dearest friends and having the time of our lives. let's make it good.
wait. on the other hand, i'm dreading the week. e submission of all the heavy weightage assignments and much more to come. dread dread.

it's strange. to realise that e essence of passion lies in the indecency of an illicit liaison.
the feeling of not having makes me yearn for you more.
even though i have no idea where the appeal lies in.
maybe it's because you've never granted me a promise.
keeping me on e edge
and attempting to intepret the hidden meanings of your words.
thrilled
by pleasures derived in the form of idiosyncrasies.
only temporary contentments.
yet permanence can be achieved by continual extensions of each expired temporary.
i have a stinging gut feeling that i've become too predictable.
that i'll portray to you.
but underneath it all..
you'll never know.

coming soon: further exploitery excitements.