a silly fight is e expression of some deeper issue.

horoscope predicted tt on fri n my-oh-my how accurate it was.
we fought.
more of fierce exchange of words with so much emotions involved tt hurtful words nv felt so painful to hear.
and e obvious lack of vital communication
has caused him to misunderstand, misconstrue n misintepret my tone of voice as one of disinterest n of scorn.
e constant barrier put up to prevent e erosion of a required protection,
e holdin backs,
e refusals to put in completely in this rship,
have led him to believe tt i wasnt serious abt us at all.
and for once i hurt him so incredibly
tt i saw a different side of him tt ive nv seen before.
e weak n vulnerable
e hurting n e lonely
e neglected n e lorn
e false fronts of strength underneath tt stiff stoutness
shattered by e gravity of a silly misunderstanding.

and it scared me to know tt i had almost singlehandedly ruined everything
worst of all
almost losing him.

making up is e best part to a fight.
n to hear his frail plead of not to hurt him again
e look in his eyes desperately screaming out e need for my undivided attention n affections
to hear e three words i hardly hear frm him
makes tt moment so deliciously sweet.
bringing us to a whole new level of togetherness.

chg of game plans.