sudden urge to blog.

yesterday was my baby's birthday.for once i didnt get him anything for his bday.wanted to get him absolut vanilla but hmmm wld rather get it at duty free charges.budgetbudget.wanted to get him a phone since his old 8250 drowned its existence away in e33, but nah he didnt want me to spend on him.he told me i was his birthday gift.awww.what a sweet tongued LIAR.haha besides i've already spent a bit on another's present.tsk me.went to his hse for dinner.went there early thought i cld be of some help in e kitchen to help his sis n maid.felt so helpless there cos e women in his hsehold are such good cooks n i'm a ridiculously useless cook cos i hardly cook at all.no way i cld have a way to his heart thru his stomach.gotta use other means then hiakhiakhiak.so in e end all that i did in e kitchen was cutting e vegetables with scissors,mixing e drinks and setting e table.how helpful.dinner started when his friends came over.was just a small affair considering it's his 21st.he didnt wanna celebrate it with a big hooha cos to him it's just another day.during cake cutting, cld see that his parents still saw e bigsizedboy as a little toddler with a party hat on e head.e cake,i mite add, was his fave since young.awww aint tt cute?went for movies after that.starsky n hutch.lame show with a salvaging soundtrack.still diggin' e 70's groovin'.e farrah fawcetted hairdos(my all time fave), e loud n hippish attire, e radical save-e-dolphins 'tude..love e 70s!sidetrack sidetrack.he said all that mattered to him was my presence.guess both of us wanted to have more time by ourselves but couldnt.thats alrite.we have many more days ahead to spend time with each other.days?thats a countable noun..

things're well btw us.and i'm glad.
we've gone thru much together to get to where we are today.

but still that doesnt stop me frm keepin my eyes closed to choices.