"..seems what you say is true, i feel e same way too
see i've waited all night long, just to dance with you
and when you touched my hand, i knew you were e man
to turn my world around, and make my dreams come true
e magic in your eyes, made me realize
that everything i feel, has got to be real
we danced and fell in love,
on a slow jam.

play another slow jam,
this time make it sweet.
on a slow jam,
for my baby
and for me.

i've been trying find someone who
i could give my good loving to
never ever did i dream i'd find someone
i've been trying to find someone too
i prayed to heaven, and then i found you
i swear i fell in love the night you
danced into my heart..."

slow jam-usher n monica

cant stop listening to slow jam.
such a beautiful duet.
swoons.
my ultimate fantasy is to dance with tt special someone to slow jam.
he doesnt have to be e king of swings or master of grooves.
i dont even care if he has zero coordination when it comes to dancing.
i just want to place my head on his shoulders
and feel e pressure of his head resting on mine.
as he wraps me in a warm embrace
with hands ard my waist where i love it best.
my hands ard his neck
my fingers running thru his hair.
his fingers stroking my hair
his touch sending tingles down my back.
so totally immersed in this sheer smoothness of e song,
we sway ever so gently to e tenderness of this tune.
to be able to feel his breath on mine
brings me to an incredible emotional high.
i'll get so lost in him
i dont ever want to be found..

gosh im getting so carried away with my fatal fantasizing.
but even as i'm picturing that very moment,
i feel this overwhelming rush of warmth n anticipation,
as if this was going to happen soon.
not with him.
it never was.
but with someone new
someone special.
and i dont even know who that is.
i wish i knew but damn it's a blurred image.
perhaps it's best not to know.
till e day you've found me
i'll know it's you that i've been expecting when i feel this indescribable warmth that you're already providing me with,
as if assuring me that you've been with me all these time while i was lost in ignorance.

oh but what e hell.
not like you exist anyway.
pui.

sprouting nonsense is an evident indication when one is high on exhaustion.
wasted.
zzz.