tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56136882012-02-16T17:09:56.197+08:00provocateurprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comBlogger1461100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1168671763458396942007-01-13T14:56:00.001+08:002007-01-13T15:02:43.460+08:00onward to greenerpasturesprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1168671536051037952007-01-13T14:56:00.000+08:002007-01-13T14:58:56.060+08:00onward to greenerpasturesprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1157463621782453712006-10-03T09:57:00.000+08:002006-10-05T22:08:10.823+08:00finally an update. here's to an overload of my aug+sept hasbeens+happenings.there are still truckloads more but here's what i've managed to stuffup.a shoppingtrip with vannie the sweething.on the way up to watch lakehouse. i superlove pic no3 the mostest.isnt vannie adorable with her many expressions? i'm not really versatile in that aspect as you can see.virgin manicure sesh with cillia. and yesprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1154514130552847162006-08-02T17:14:00.000+08:002006-08-02T18:34:58.033+08:00and something's got me started1-4. a day at work, where the colleagues are so lovely it makes all hardwork all worthwhile.yeah check out the perpetual messydesk. i can never seem to clear the avalanche!and finally i get to meet my highflyer. may i join the milehigh club?1. that apparently, is Mr. SMRT Man. in sexy maroon spandex. Super! but cillia's got her point elsewhere 2-4. the highflyer withprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1153746197628326332006-07-24T21:02:00.000+08:002006-07-25T17:50:06.743+08:00a savoir affairedinner.1-3. myloves and i.4. stunner is stunned?1-2. isn't she lovely? a kiss i must offer. but alas, she likes it not, no?3-4. chocolate overload for desserts. 1. gorgeousness 2. sweething and her hoegaarden3. sweething and i 4. over at where we were. sui*dreams are made of these!and who am i to disagree?no matter what, i'm only a heartbeat away.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1152623255826048892006-07-11T21:04:00.000+08:002006-07-25T17:48:53.746+08:00lethal tastebudsthat night where we had the almostdeadly combination of Golden Sand Crabs+Guinness Pork Ribs+D24 Durians+good ol Absolut and Martell.1. the dinner 2. the peeps 3. mel stones after a hearty meal4-9. the usual round of drinking and merrymaking1. mel's never amused with wen's antics 2-3. he's the lovely host4-5. veryvery flushed 6. how adorable!7. the halfdowned martell 8. mel is provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1151034725401828552006-06-23T11:42:00.000+08:002006-06-23T11:58:19.746+08:00workoholics anonymous.1. my messy workdesk with mediaschedules strewn allover. 2.before the madness began. 3. panicstricken! 4-9. thecolleagues.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1148564995738321242006-05-30T19:42:00.000+08:002006-05-30T19:41:38.570+08:00superlysmothered.i stopped breathing yesterday.then when i saw the ad in the papers today, i breathed easy.and i beamed, all the obscenelylatenights are worthwhile when i saw the finalproduce.this is exhausting.but i'm kinda liking this madrush.on the other hand,the days fly by so quickly and the schedule so hectic,that i'm missing out the GSS.bigboohoo.and the 22nd is comingup.and i've yet to provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1146997221741221742006-05-07T17:49:00.000+08:002006-05-12T19:50:42.243+08:00risorgimento wokeup to the mostbeautifulmorning.the snuggledspooning.thewarmth in thosearms.feeling the guilt.for lashing incessantly at him due to my recent unexplainable erratic mercurial moodchanges at late.extremely iffy.i don't know why.but i'm just plain thankful.that he neveronce gaveup on me inspiteof thenonsenses.that he makes conscientious efforts to try to cheermeup allthetime.at timesprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1146392873172481852006-04-30T17:59:00.000+08:002006-05-07T18:21:08.056+08:00hey mr. musik,show some love to me.that dramaticnight when tiesto spun me around like a record baby, right round.***the past weeks of happenings:+ the birth of the awesomefoursome.wahoowahey!winkwink.+ ilovetaboo(the game).i'm a queen at it!challenge me anybody?+ lalala-ing and mikehogging.+ 3 days of mcs.oh i'm so sick.+ workworkwork.+ happyjoylove.+ lunchbreakshoppings.+ precioustimes with alviprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1143282648219516242006-03-25T18:04:00.000+08:002006-03-25T18:30:48.286+08:00this is superduperhilarious!*wolfwhistles. .my bf=professor x. SLURPS!charming!*BLUSHHH.you're too kind.celebrities in our own rights.and here comes the hahahahilarious part!my humsum hunk with his comehither stare resembling the new lost castaway.I LOOK LIKE AN OLD JAMESBOND!outrageous!haha and ngiam is CHARLIE CHAPLIN!mellieboo=pretty zinta *wolfwhistles with saliva dripping all over the provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1142260185780577862006-03-13T21:41:00.000+08:002006-03-14T10:39:32.290+08:00i'm an island.you're an ocean.oh ocean!engulf me pls!the weather has been insanely impossible!humidlyhot(!!!) like an overlyheated fryingpan left on the stove for centuries.and the coldlikenorthpole of an office doesnt exactly allow me to be in the pink of health either.above are pictures frm jingle's 21st hotelparty.tahaha.as per referral frm vannieboo's bwog,oh pardon me,i was NOT the only one provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1142172628322891852006-03-12T21:57:00.000+08:002006-03-13T10:05:09.296+08:00diamantes in the sky.with lucy.for that's the way to start to make a pretty worldfor you and for me.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1139907137236879392006-02-14T16:45:00.000+08:002006-02-14T23:34:53.143+08:00today, love is highlighted. in neonpink.i always felt valentines day was most celebrated during my lovely IJ days. where all of us convent girls wld buy flowers and cute little knick-knacks for each other. our desks wld be brimming with roses,gerberas and many other little trinkets. the latebloomer that i was, i never really had a true valentine to celebrate with during my secondary sch days.(my provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1139164468404550672006-02-06T01:55:00.000+08:002006-02-06T02:38:18.096+08:00i wanted to christian this post as "cheapbuys" but it sounds way too bad. so zouk's flea mkt this time ard was rather disappointing. i'm just not too thrilled at the idea that NEWitems were priced almost like those we can find in retailoutlets. some are even more expensive than those in shoppingdistricts. oh the audacity! defeats the idea of a flea doesnt it? despite that, i managed to scour provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1138437398293808582006-01-28T16:48:00.000+08:002006-01-28T16:51:39.093+08:00vanity.merrynewyear!be sure to be clad in red undergarmies for that extra dose of prosperity and luck.rroooof!provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1138216664787355862006-01-26T02:24:00.000+08:002006-01-26T03:17:44.836+08:00we're gonna ride the boogie and share that beat of love.happyhappy lunarnewyear in 3days.i love celebrations. don't we all?the joy. the spirited spirits. the food (!!!). the gatherings. the people. the wakingups without alarms.when head,shoulder,knees and toes happily embrace new additions to the wardrobe.whee to that! and then there's all the bahkua and pineapple tarts. ohyumyum.so the weather provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1137320006973996822006-01-15T16:47:00.000+08:002006-01-15T18:15:31.036+08:00pleasure at the fairground on the way. some visuals-so obviously alvi wasnt really interested in posing with me.taken by raphael, who snaps fabulouso candidshots.the night where we shuffled between ministryofsound and zouk.some prefer the latter than the former, and viceversa. i say, sg's nightlife is looking good and choice spoils us all.oh and happy 22nd to cilliadarling!iloveyou.myohmy, we're provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1137147995091257792006-01-13T18:04:00.000+08:002006-01-13T18:27:11.396+08:00i don't normally fancy fendi but the spybag is such an objectoflust.so prettydarn gorgeous.i'm in love.bags complete me.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1135236066335824272005-12-22T14:31:00.000+08:002005-12-22T17:43:32.010+08:00'tis the season to be flabby and broke.fwoah don't we all love christmas?i'm becoming too wellfed here in the office!earlier today,there was a pizzaparty with kfc thrown in the feast.and then there were the logcakes!from all over the place.not to mention the many festivefingersnacks (marks&spencers cookies,chocolates and chocolatecookies!endorphinoverload!) stocked up in here.i'm so flubbytubby provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1134305643665111262005-12-11T20:52:00.000+08:002005-12-11T21:04:51.026+08:00the absolute awesome-o arminvanbuuren.zoukout05.trancing in e rain for 2 gdhours.absolutelyamazing.now i know why alvi's so darn in love with armin.swoooon.i just have this thing for djs supporting their earphones with their shoulders.hou sexy wor.i swear it's that look of concentration that i'm so attracted to.and which dj wld abandon his console just to stand in e rain with his audience?avb provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1133691527320196032005-12-04T15:51:00.000+08:002005-12-04T18:22:33.693+08:00i'm a wanderluster.heyho.merryol'soul.cillia's back frm her hollyday.just in time for some good ol'premerrymaking with good company and goodbooze.say!i'm totally soaked in the festivefever.so much so i'm running a fever now.i've even created pseudo snowflakes to heighten the christmassy spirit.feeling me?besides the tingles in my bones as christmas approaches,i'm feeling the awfulaches in e bonesprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1132722874323066692005-11-23T18:18:00.000+08:002005-11-24T12:42:56.736+08:00reveal!i was getting quite sick of the black bkgrd.it bores me immensely.which is no wonder i hardly post anymore.so i've decided to revamp my boringblog.e white bkgrd does strain e eyes quite a bit.warning you firsthand before you suffer frm chronic pahjiaoness.and actually, i do have many visuals to flaunt.just that i'm ohsolazy to do them up in a collage.and also, my skills at doing up one provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1131785595650218122005-11-12T16:31:00.000+08:002005-11-23T12:59:23.023+08:00waheyYou scored as Gucci.Gucci92%Diesel83%Anna Sui83%Tommy Hilfiger83%Chanel75%Burberry75%Louis Vuitton67%DKNY58%Dior58%Abercrombie & Fitch42%What Designer Brand Are You?created with QuizFarm.comi came across a seemingly mild and innocent questionnaire. the analysis blew me away. only because the questions were so blah but the analysis was not as blah and made me go 'wah'.Your view on yourself: provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1130387705307814312005-10-27T12:33:00.000+08:002005-11-23T12:45:01.676+08:00because i'm bored.TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:JuneBirthday:4th June 1984Birthplace:SgCurrent Location:OfficeEye Color:Dark BrownHair Color:Highlights with blacks growing out ever so rapidlyHeight:1.68mRight Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:ChineseThe Shoes You Wore Today:Slippers. As always hohoho.Your Weakness:BAGS!I just can't say NO to bags.Your Fears:Cockroaches! *CRINCH!provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1129630116638473102005-10-19T13:40:00.000+08:002005-11-23T12:46:52.280+08:00at long lasti must say.these pictures really crack me up!like all e time!a pity i didnt get to wear the moustache. i must add, if not for photofetished camerahogs, ie me, such captured moments wont be funny no more!i'm thrilled!another party coming up whereby i can once again play dressup.hurrah it's a halloween party!it will be my virginexperience of celebrating halloweens and i'm thrilled to e provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1127814931012091872005-09-28T17:48:00.000+08:002005-09-28T18:09:04.000+08:00happyhoedays from awhile ago when mybabydoll alvi was back in town.you'll be home for good in 2 months!i need my bestieboo back here with me.i cant deal with my preciouslove's absence.suntanning from awhile back.the company i had was brighter than sunshine.no wonder i got sunburnt.so.the bmw event is finally over and done with.totally exhausting.and i had my precious weekends burnt too.the cars provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1127116073312950632005-09-21T12:15:00.000+08:002005-09-21T18:16:34.666+08:00purepuppylove. loveletter from a 7yr old to a 7yr old.the conversation between nicholas my student and me the teacherteacher:-me (pointing to the sataysticks) : "Wow is this heart for your mommy?"nicholas: " no. it's for my girlfriend sirada."me: "your girlfriend? does she know she is your girlfriend?"nicholas: " she knows! i like her but she don't like me."me: "oh!does she have a boyfriend?"provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1126085959713568962005-09-07T17:27:00.000+08:002005-09-07T17:39:19.716+08:00a little selfindulgence over here.i miss our happyhours.when there's so much love going ard, no doubt there'll be insecurities surfacing. only because of e aroused fear of losing the ones you love most.and that theloveweshare is irreplaceable.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1124955760324098892005-08-25T15:39:00.000+08:002005-08-25T18:17:04.573+08:00my bra snapped when e yingying and i were waiting for our frappes at starbuckerboos yesterday. mindyou it's not e bra strap, for i was wearing strapless. how e fuck did it snap? my bra is goodbra can.goodbrand and all. so i conclude i'm seriously becoming more vertically challenged by e day. what hugs my hips now are tubs of lard! either that, or it must have been sth that i said to e yingying provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1124875585021425402005-08-24T17:25:00.000+08:002005-08-24T17:46:44.443+08:00you steal my heartand you take my breath away.would you take me in?take me deeper now.how can I stand here with youand not be moved by you?could you tell mehow could it be any better than this?provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1122202762903225692005-07-24T18:46:00.000+08:002005-07-25T09:45:33.776+08:0020julyarriving there fashionably late meant we missed most of the party.but we managed to snag e free wine+beer+whiskydrys before e mediaparty was over.cheers mel!thanks for e invites.alvi has returned to melbourne.missing you many already baby.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1119864985970244612005-06-27T17:32:00.000+08:002005-06-27T18:09:36.640+08:00we shd be banned frm mng. e morning of e mng sale on thurs,elaine and i met at an unearthly hr of 9am just to check out e sale. unearthly as i only had 3hrs of sleep frm zouk e nite before.e crowd that was already there was horrendous. e queues were so long and e place was packed with clothes strewn all over e place. kiasu as we are,we dug through e piles hoping to find sth we mite like. we foundprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1119342078021063842005-06-21T16:19:00.000+08:002005-06-21T16:21:18.030+08:00provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1118808678380918582005-06-15T16:08:00.000+08:002005-06-17T13:36:19.713+08:00slam your body down and wind me all ard.while walking to e bus stop to catch e night rider after newsroombar, i heard a cheenapiangbeng pronounce terracotta, ie e one that four of us are posing with, as "teh-la-koo-tah".wahseh.i damn implessed leh.can plonounce so well ah.i really didnt want to turn ard to sneak a peek at him but i just had to.now i wish i didnt.and i dont think i want to step provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1118225961553012302005-06-08T21:34:00.000+08:002005-06-08T21:33:40.353+08:00i know you're feeling me cos you like it like this.the 21st was finally over and done with.31stmay-the prebirthdaypartyingcoccolatte.the company was fantabulous.i heard i did tons of crazyshit that night.skirtalmostpulledoff.revealing gs.podiumhogginghumping.misplacedhands.lustfuldeeds.oops.a little too explicit.tons of alcohol.loads of merrymaking.not that fun for most.it was gd while it provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1116997042233067122005-05-25T15:18:00.000+08:002005-05-25T17:49:31.713+08:00so i have decided on the dresscode.come dressed as the Girl/Boy from Ipanema enroute to COCCOmo.think bossanova.sensuality.flowerchilds.flambuoyancyplease.bohochic.tons of flair.totally outre.merrymaking.gyratinghips.hiccupinghippies.if all else fails, come dressed as any desirable LATTE flavor.vanilla.praline.rum.cinnamon.caramel.mocha.slurpishlysexy. as long as you arrive looking yummy and provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1116486683512285232005-05-19T15:14:00.000+08:002005-05-19T15:11:23.546+08:00at 5bucks per item, who cld refuse?i totally lose it when i'm at fleas cos everything is just so cheap.albeit secondhand, they're worth my every penny.so timberlux, here i come!provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1115980461538074572005-05-17T21:53:00.000+08:002005-05-17T21:52:28.106+08:00and...skinonskin contact brings abt incredible pain.but i felt something much more intense than that.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1115963433592262922005-05-13T13:56:00.000+08:002005-05-13T13:55:09.720+08:00especiallyforyou.may days ahead be as lovely as you are.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1115349107412965942005-05-06T11:12:00.000+08:002005-05-06T11:18:30.046+08:00so i thought i wanted a change.for something better.i laid my eyes on bob.and i thought thebob was the one for me.but now that i've got my heart's former desire,i'm not sure so sure abt thebob anymore.thebob and i don't look so good together.somehow, i think thebob looks better with others than with me.now that i've got thebob,i don't think we're as compatible as i thought we wld be.maybe i shd provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1113209436055566182005-04-11T16:53:00.000+08:002005-04-11T16:51:30.893+08:00provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1112683516754297492005-04-05T14:51:00.000+08:002005-04-05T14:50:19.056+08:00the blowwe might as well be strangers.the wither of the belovedbotany.once in fullbloom.the now-a sour staleness due to your imposed expiry.whilst preferredperceptions are propagated by allthenoseynobodys,misconstruedmishaps-harbored and bornununderstoodtruths-developed and rippenedwithroti cldnt care less.cldnt the least be bothered for they're hardly even significant.basking under the provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1112346892220417302005-04-01T17:09:00.000+08:002005-04-01T17:17:48.820+08:00i find myself wonderingwhat it wld be likeif i was yours for a day.bite me pls.for bearing such debauched thoughts.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1112003680178495432005-03-28T16:03:00.000+08:002005-04-01T17:18:29.803+08:00photowhoring with photoshop.snapshots of myloves.etched in e heart.for life.amateurish artworks, no?yesterday, whilst vanniemybaby and i were nuaing at starbucks, along came a secondary school classmate of mine. one i haven't seen like for 5 yrs? she has changed so much. appearancewise that is. frm then when her uniform was neat and proper and her socks were of e legal length.(during my time, it provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1110879275471031742005-03-15T17:12:00.000+08:002005-03-15T17:36:37.500+08:00if we had no memory whatsoever//we would stay right here forever .here is gone.i wish you had short term memory loss.things wld be perfectand we'd be so happy.to wake up in the breakdown.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1110794292220871062005-03-14T16:25:00.000+08:002005-03-14T22:02:03.360+08:00this is too much for me to bear.the history that haunts.the past that prostrates the present.for the first time,i felt the relief that surged amidst the dismal dismissal.over.provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1110105745190712112005-03-06T18:04:00.000+08:002005-03-08T14:46:59.826+08:00cillia+me=coloredhairjoy!the weekend.7hrs stay at e salon. e butt is now flatter than before. not like there was any there in e first place. virgin experience of e hair streaked with highlights. complimentarygleewhee. absolutely loved e head+neck+shoulder massage by e shampooboy. oooh. ooooooh. hokkien mee. carrotcake. sugarcane+lemon jest @chompchomps. sitting down at e bench bearing our souls provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1109135062615878682005-02-28T12:38:00.000+08:002005-02-28T12:18:07.696+08:00promises of pleasure mesmerised,but how far can we get?at least here in the eye of the stormi won't get my (new) hairdo wetsome of you have already foreseen yourself undonesome of you seem to believe you've only just beguntry a little perjury,get rich quickmy eyes are bigger than my belly is,and it makes me sickattitude, with so much to prove,should've been a beautiful thingsome of you will provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1107508936629726292005-02-04T21:36:00.000+08:002005-02-04T21:37:15.716+08:00for it was a mere fixation with fiction
a showcase of my nowherenear perfect prose
e illusory identity illustrated was readily accepted.
names were never mentioned to begin with
roles narrated were so broadspectrumed, almost anyone can relate to them
but i guess it just struck one really hard.
and e ludicrous rejoinder stirred probably stems frm e guilt,
thus e intense defense mechanism.
yawn.
e provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1107422012913767562005-02-03T16:27:00.000+08:002005-02-04T14:09:19.033+08:00met my alltime favorite womaniser38 last nite for an unsuccessful shopping spree.oh e fact that e former objectofdesire was ard was secondary. leading me to conclude nah-uh, i wld prefer e beefy cutie with e goatie who was so delicate with his hands that he can actually sew and use e sewing machine.oh my.*swoon.i cld have melted there and then.to see men who’re so serious and engrossed in doing provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1106888412420203342005-01-31T11:08:00.000+08:002005-01-31T16:04:41.086+08:00i've been down and
i'm wondering why
these little black clouds
keep walking around
with me
it wastes time
and i'd rather be high
think i'll walk me outside
and buy a rainbow smile
but be free
they're all free
so maybe tomorrow
i'll find my way home.
maybe tomorrow-stereophonics.
wicker park.the movie.brilliance.the soundtrack.absolute awesome-O.
how all e songs are so apt to e emotions that provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1106110609154833042005-01-20T17:49:00.000+08:002005-01-24T16:22:19.103+08:00bitchfit.
this is a once a mth affair.in conjuction with e other monthly occurence.
you're pathetic.
as loudmouthed and uncouthed you are,
you shamelessly putforth yourself as a victim while illustrating your sobstory.
so pitiable.
it disgusts me to witness you leeching on others,
unable to stand up for yourself.
how pathetic can you be?
direct confrontations work best with me.
why involve provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1105694201543192472005-01-14T16:37:00.000+08:002005-01-14T17:16:41.543+08:00happy 21st to my sweetest cupcake that i'm constantly craving for-cillia.
so it's been 2 years.frm colleagues to closestlove. frm having a crazy mr mamood storming up e office of singapore powers demanding to kill you to being totally nuts abt having you in my life.been through different men, hairstyles, social circles, lifestyles, bust sizes, waist expansions/contractions and yet there's a provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1105090059144333162005-01-07T17:18:00.000+08:002005-01-07T17:33:32.773+08:00*feast your eyes.
walawala's on boxing day.
brewerkz on postboxing day.
2days before alvi left.
e day before alvi left.
provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1104727211783725412005-01-03T13:17:00.000+08:002005-01-03T12:40:11.783+08:00i'm not too psyched abt e new yr.
it cld be because i didnt kickstart e new yr at some raveofaparty in e company of my lovelies at rouge.
none of e usual merrymaking which i wld have loved and preferred to end 2004.
instead.e eve was spent playing nurse to the sickone.
disclaimer:do not think kinky.pardon the heavy saturation of connotions otherwise.
cldnt possibly have enjoyed myself knowing provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1103523073568235972004-12-20T13:48:00.000+08:002004-12-20T16:02:39.700+08:00everythingisntgoingright
sothiswillbetheendforgoodihavehadenoughofyoutheresonlyhowmuc
hicanputuphowmuchicandoandimfullyutilizedbrutilizedallthesewhil
eithoughtwhatwehadcouldbesalvagednotherelationshipwasntlackin
ganythingnoitsnotbecausemymethodsofbeingyourgirlfriendareunco
nventionalandnoitsnotbecausewedontspendenoughtimetogetherise
eitallsoclearlynowthattheproblemdoesntliewithmeanymorethereas
provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1103102808817937062004-12-15T16:35:00.000+08:002004-12-15T17:39:06.236+08:00i don't know.
i don't know you.
i don't know who you are.
i don't know who you are to me.
i don't know who i am to you.
i don't know what you want.
i don't know what you want from me.
i don't know what you want me to be.
i don't know where to begin.
i don't know where to halt.
i don't know where we shd go frm here.
i don't know where we'll end up.
i don't know much.
but i know enough to not provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1102663692459286732004-12-10T15:06:00.000+08:002004-12-10T16:47:40.510+08:00attention!
to all who possess my mobile munber,pls msg me your numbers again cos i've lost all my contacts due to e loss of my phone at zoukout/loss of my sim card as well/loss of king's samsung actually/lost not cos i misplaced it but cos some fuckedupbitch pickpocketed it right out frm my pocket(!!!)/demise of my nokia on e same mother-of-all-jinxed night/due to e seabreeze at tanjong beach provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1102305144593193582004-12-08T15:42:00.000+08:002004-12-08T16:41:03.183+08:00zoukout-e virgin experience.
*pictures
paul van dyk!e way he holds e earphones to his ears n stimulating e crowd with his fingers-*sizzle.what a turn-on.his fingers are such wonders.
he was e only highlight of my night.
how i embrace trance now.
e virgin experience came with e loss.
which led to my hysterical and,yesyes i admit,overlyreacted outbursts into wails n whimpers.
to all who had to provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1101477436142649042004-11-26T21:43:00.000+08:002004-11-26T21:57:16.143+08:00if shame had a face i thk it would kinda look like mine.
if it had a home would it be my eyes?
you're right.we're happier this way.
you please.and tease in ways so decadent.
decency never thrilled me much to begin with.
i dont expect.and receive pleasant surprises.
i'm on my best behaviour.luring you to perdition.
i'm aware.and await for e perfect timing for me to prey.
and to be able to seek provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1100942275846019682004-11-20T17:13:00.000+08:002004-11-20T17:20:47.896+08:00when summer falls asleep
and winter plucks your strings
e colder that you get
makes you yearn for neglect
build it up, tear it up, throw it out
if i come round there now
wld you be pleased to see me
i wldn't make much noise
just whimper to myself
my head hurts more each time
e drinking strangles me
and these are e days without paracetemol.
e health hasnt been good these days.
provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1100269746998862832004-11-12T22:29:00.000+08:002004-11-12T23:35:10.703+08:00
i think e face is blacker than e shirt.
new postergirls for black polotees n diesel watches.
i love e leng this much!
loves of my life.
e above>> pics of tuesday's unsuccessful tanning session.
wednesday:eve of deepavali
which is equivalent to e whole of spore gathering at zouk.
maddening crowd!
all e sweatstained attempting to squeeze into e queues that were extended to e hotel soprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1099927379579912932004-11-08T23:19:00.000+08:002004-11-08T23:22:59.580+08:00nothing's fine
i'm torn
i'm all out of faith
this is how i feel
i'm cold and i am shamed
lying naked on e floor
illusion never changed
into something real
i'm wide awake
and i can see
e perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
i'm already torn
provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1099067706124380122004-10-30T01:35:00.000+08:002004-10-31T15:27:31.226+08:00wednesday's mambo session
before downing down shots of sexonthebeach and gulps of apricot brandy and alot of what nots:
vanniebaby and i in a preciousmoments-ish pose
my favorite ahlian and i being poseur
after downing down shots of sexonthebeach and gulps of apricot brandy and alot of what nots:
us with max.all dizzied up with tipsiness.
intense intoxication of liquer at zouk.
and ooh provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1098619766855977062004-10-24T19:53:00.000+08:002004-10-24T20:09:26.856+08:00this is the last time
that i will show my face
one last tender lie
and then i'm out of this place.
till tmr comes,
my motives move alongside with your illbred intentions.
e obvious will be visualized in such an indirect manner
that oblivion will be shown directly.
provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1098160324999350202004-10-19T11:59:00.000+08:002004-10-19T12:39:22.053+08:00tear smears.
rose tinted coverage
fakes e glow which no longer radiates.
lacklustre lips.
painted by mac lipglass
e sheen and shimmer
an attempt to draw attention away frm e pale prosaic pout.
sore.
surrounding e almondhue
stains e vision.
despite its promised powers of lash lengthening/intensifying
e mascara fails to conceal
e stolidly stale stare projected by e saline-stained oculus.
provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1097499751066697852004-10-11T21:29:00.000+08:002004-10-11T21:20:58.430+08:00you called yesterday
to basically say
that you care for me, but
that you're just not in love.
immediately, i pretended to be
feeling similarly
and led you to believe i was ok
to just walk away from e one thing
that's unyielding and sacred to me.
well i guess i'm trying to be
nonchalant abt it.
and i'm going to extremes
to prove i'm fine without you.
but in reality
i'm slowly losing my mind
provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1097329347405957002004-10-09T21:35:00.000+08:002004-10-10T00:53:42.256+08:00flashbacktrack>>3yrs down memory lane.
one unbreezy evening, sillybaby and i decided to take a leisurely walk ard his estate after dinner. ooh yeah i'm so totally made for walking. i swear every singleinch of my body is celluliting so i rejoiced at e idea of toning and working thy calf muscles. so we walked e entire seletar estate- thru seletar hills/gardens/nim/mimosa/neram/other provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1095772578330290262004-10-02T21:16:00.000+08:002004-10-03T00:18:14.123+08:00
selfobessession at its peak.
loving oneself is e most vital immunity ammunition.
without this pride that you have in yourself,
wounds of weaknesses are exposed
allowing others to feast on your pain
and conquer e vulnerabilities.
till damage is beyond any salvation,
regrettting doesnt serve as an aid.
loving thy flawshortcomingsimperfectperfections.
loving thy provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1096283347334010432004-09-27T18:31:00.000+08:002004-09-28T09:53:50.596+08:00i've got strong bones.
calcium in e bones.no worries bout osteoporosis.
milk it.
last night my entire palm was slammed clammed by e car door and it's still intact.
joreen's impact.
best of all, e car door actually shut tight.
with my hand in between.
awesom-O.
no bleeding. no broken bones.
just a protruding vein n a swelling cushion on e palm,
which in accordance to e palmistry book, reflects provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1095774148115411492004-09-24T16:42:00.000+08:002004-09-24T16:43:21.103+08:00more birthday shoutouts n screamins.
happy birthday to....
elaine (22/9)
to e one on e right,(what an awesom-O pic i must say)
yingying, my graffiti guru with meenared mannerisms. so very special to me.
so blessed to have you in my life.
appreciate all you've done for me.
thank you for not forsaking me thru e yrs.
lily(24/9)
oh gosh this is such an ancient picture but this is e only one provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1094897794187446952004-09-11T18:02:00.000+08:002004-09-12T22:06:29.716+08:00Happy 19th Birthday my beloved Vanessa Cheryl Woo Shufen my baby waby.
i love you sweets and always will.
so glad that you enjoyed e surprise party that we had for you though you were pissed with me for a mo'.
anything at e expense of building up e ultimate climax for you.
willing to do aything for you baby.
still lovin' you even though you n leng spiked my soup with an extra dosage of tom yam provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1094803199557204222004-09-10T15:11:00.000+08:002004-09-10T15:59:59.556+08:00please, for hell's sake, be original.
i've been itching to get this out of me
and today my displeasures abt you will erupt
and i'll spit it right on your face.
i may be sourpussing for awhile.
but you're a FAKE and you have to live with that for e rest of your downtrodden life.
i feel shameful of your existence really.
a little extractions, here n there, to emphasize your pt is fine with me.
but provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1094211110047495732004-09-03T22:35:00.000+08:002004-09-03T23:20:52.503+08:00
hot. e weather i mean.
upandcoming postergirl for sports unillustrated.
i love me babies!
leng looks like a dragon here.rrrrr.
tanning on tues.
pics kindly abstracted frm vannie baby's camera. which was happily hogged by me.
e sun was glorious as usual. my back's tanner than my front and so is van's. leng developed a weird rash after showering with my shokobutsu.
soaking up e sun wasprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1093636395871591892004-08-28T03:41:00.000+08:002004-08-28T04:35:10.173+08:00new template.
sinfully savouring bloody cockles, and ooh, durian that arent that fleshy but nonetheless melts in my mouth.
suppering is a sin.
my 3yr old levis arent supposed to feel this tight!
soon e hipsters will be a size 27 waister.
one wk hols starting frm now.
*ecstasy.
sinking into delirium n falling into deep sleep.
plant a kiss on thy lips n i shalt wake.
cos thou art e reason thy provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1093256513052692152004-08-23T21:28:00.000+08:002004-08-23T21:41:18.550+08:00
my favoritest girls in e world!
when we laugh or we cry, it's together.
through e rain and e stormiest weather.
we're gonna still be as one
it's forever. .
i love my vannie n leng!
as my sillyboy has envisioned us to be thirty yrs down e road, we're still gonna be having regular bitching sessions and highteas, mahjong parties n shopping sprees. and as a result, e housework will be left provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1092659473626717382004-08-16T20:31:00.000+08:002004-08-17T09:56:07.196+08:00
pictures taken over e weekend while slogging over e logistics project at huey's hse.
was triggerpleasing snapping pictures of meself.
kinda abstract dont you think?
selfobsession is indeed therapeutic.
go try.
thought of an awesome club name while writing notes for my marketing mgmt.
lvlounge.
pronounced as level lounge.
very winebar. jazz.ambient. lush sofaseats. deepred. sensous. provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1092138268893985912004-08-10T18:29:00.000+08:002004-08-10T20:51:05.620+08:00i can hardly wait to hold you
feel my arms ard you
how long i have waited
waited just to love you
now that i have found you..
i'll see you on thurs.:)
my heart is filled with so much joy, i can only glow with delight.
i desperately need a tan.
vannie,leng do you hear me?!lets go really soon k.lets frolick under e sun once n again n have skinonskin contact with e sands.exfoliate me baby! i feelprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1091111602098157542004-07-29T22:15:00.000+08:002004-07-30T15:23:15.726+08:00major malfunctioning.
e fucking left eyelid's been twitching non stop.
and that's supposed to be ultra bad luck.
checked with oldwivestales.com and they confirmed my fears.
it's bad.
fuck it.
no thanks to you for making me feel worse.
you know what?
i've got others who're more than eager to have me ard.
once and again,
you give me every reason not to feel e guilt.
do a cleaner job provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1089968588481708882004-07-16T16:33:00.000+08:002004-07-16T23:35:15.536+08:00i'm high maintenance and uneasy to satisfy.
i expect n demand too much and nothing is ever good enough for me.
i'm selfish when my perception of myself all along was selflessness.
i thought i've been endlessly giving when all i've done was shameless reception.
i compare too much without realising tt e value in you is far beyond any comparison.
i'm far frm perfect even as i think i'm millimetres provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1089704699941731732004-07-13T15:44:00.000+08:002004-07-13T18:32:20.820+08:00before=long hair (ooh i so love this dior watch..*lusting..)
after=short hair
e new hairdo.so different frm my before isnt it?!snipped to destruction at klear cuts.not meant as publicity but more like a note of caution.go forth at your own risk.you've been warned!
e hair only looked like that once and only lasted for a few minutes.my hairdresser lied to me.shant call her a bitch cos she didnt provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1089299015797392672004-07-08T21:04:00.000+08:002004-07-09T16:09:53.996+08:00amazing race last nite was intensely exhilerating!but it aint tt fun anymore cos my amazing race 'partner' isnt ard with me to lay bets n to discuss e game politics with.and of cos,hopping on e imaginary carpet at whichever destination n imagining e host whose-name-i-forgot saying, "shane n june.you're e first team to arrive".amazing race aint e same anymore.sigh.*missmiss.
newest obsession:e provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1088423769353982442004-06-28T19:18:00.000+08:002004-06-28T23:57:12.380+08:00hiatus.
i'm sure i'm deeply missed.
*hiakhiakhiak
woke up at 0459hrs with a bleeding nose.thought it was e case of a sensitive nose again n thought i felt mucus but no..blood rushed out frm e right nostril so profusely i almost fainted at e sight of e amt of blood i lost.and ive got low blood pressure too.feeling faint is such a norm for me.didnt stop till much much later.mom's getting panicky provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1087307528747772762004-06-15T21:19:00.000+08:002004-06-15T21:58:51.946+08:00woke up this morning at 0934hrs by a phonecall frm him.
me with grosse morning croak:"hello..."
him:"are you sleeping?"
me"mmm..."
him:"just called to say i love you."
what a pleasant start to a beautiful day.
e past wk has been frustrating for both
but we're happy now.
and that's all that matters.
this will come a day early but
happy birthday to my beloved lovelovelove of my life alvina chang!provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1086886920433452942004-06-11T00:26:00.001+08:002004-06-12T20:15:39.903+08:00i'm hungry.craving for durian,bubble tea,yoshinoya's beef bowl,oreo cheesecake,chompchomp's stingray(which is simply orgasmic!),durian,my century egg n sliced fish porridge frm crystal jade,xiao long bao(!!!) frm anywhere as long there's soupy surprise.i need food..just tried twisties's new flavour-thai tom yam n it sucks.don't try it.
i'm really not fated to watch shrek2 e legal way i provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1086603396228462022004-06-07T17:20:00.000+08:002004-06-07T21:11:03.620+08:00*birthday pics are up.
at huey's hse studying for stats supps.blech.e mood just aint here.concentation's low but i absolutely mustmustmust buck e fcuk up.just had a screaming n shrieks rampage a while ago.over e ugliest cockroach ever!who was out deliberately to scare e wits outta me.got me so incredibly frightened that i flew rite onto huey's table n shrieked n screamed till my throat ran provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1085649767154511282004-05-27T16:06:00.000+08:002004-05-27T20:21:13.173+08:00i get so weak in the knees
i can hardly speak
i lose all control
and something takes over me.
last nite,i dreamt tt sillybaby n i were gonna get married.on e 8th of june to be very exact.that's like 12 days frm now, 4 days frm my birthday.there was no knee on grd proposal or anything.sure didnt remember seeing any kringkring diamond being put on my ring finger.all e dream consisted was us provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1085388440165020862004-05-24T16:18:00.000+08:002004-05-24T21:34:27.186+08:00sniffles.caught a cold again.i wish i cld chop off e damn nose now!grrrr.damn annoying.
my sweetest sillybaby bought me supper frm chomps last nite.he knew i was starving so he bought me charkuayteow n extra packet of taugay n cockles n brought e foodie to my hse.super yummy.aha n later at nite over e fone he told me that was my bday present.rite.my boyfriend's got a weird sense of humour eh.justprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1084628546404348532004-05-15T20:57:00.000+08:002004-05-15T21:46:37.506+08:00ewww.blogger has chged its layout n it's how grosse n childish.for a moment i thought i went to nickolodeon.com instead.
lookback at e wk's happenings.
tues.
went shoppin with little flower n susan before e flower returned to msia.so many things i wanna buy but no money!listen up.my birthday's in 2weeks so everybody better start saving up.went sim lim sq with e-darling-of-mine n watched van provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1083750286395976612004-05-05T17:43:00.000+08:002004-05-05T18:32:36.840+08:00*new pics.
accting paper today was like fuck.
sigh.
hatehatehate it.
your parting lips that wrapped me up
in promised company
now mumble
that each breath i take
takes from the air you breathe..
seeking solace frm e comfort i receive in abundance
frm my love
e-one-i-can-finally-call-mineminemine.
e assurances that you've provided me
are enough to last me
a lifetime of happiness.
now with eprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1083394517395254992004-05-01T14:00:00.000+08:002004-05-01T17:38:40.373+08:00a silly fight is e expression of some deeper issue.
horoscope predicted tt on fri n my-oh-my how accurate it was.
we fought.
more of fierce exchange of words with so much emotions involved tt hurtful words nv felt so painful to hear.
and e obvious lack of vital communication
has caused him to misunderstand, misconstrue n misintepret my tone of voice as one of disinterest n of scorn.
e constant provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1083232171220484422004-04-29T17:16:00.000+08:002004-04-29T22:07:47.840+08:00pettypettypetty u!
pissed.crossed.n mad at u!
not upset not even boohoo sad but damndamn pissed!
gosh just cos i chose studyin over u e nite before
despite ur burning desire to meet me n wantin to spend time with me
cldnt u wait a lil longer?
i missed u too u know
wanted to see u just as much
besides havent we already made plans to study today?
so u go ahead n meet another just cos i cant meet uprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1083074557470308012004-04-27T21:28:00.000+08:002004-04-27T22:29:13.763+08:00sudden urge to blog.
yesterday was my baby's birthday.for once i didnt get him anything for his bday.wanted to get him absolut vanilla but hmmm wld rather get it at duty free charges.budgetbudget.wanted to get him a phone since his old 8250 drowned its existence away in e33, but nah he didnt want me to spend on him.he told me i was his birthday gift.awww.what a sweet tongued LIAR.haha besides provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1082017840907178252004-04-15T16:30:00.000+08:002004-04-15T17:10:22.686+08:00*pics are up.
viewing
pleasure
pleases
me.
provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1081777737778479102004-04-12T21:48:00.000+08:002004-04-13T20:30:36.890+08:00last weekend..
fri.
all these while,i thought e comms ball was on fri.and it's such a typical june-situation when i found out only on e day itself that it was tmr!rite after making my appointments for hair n makeup.grrr.cld kill my date for tt.and he cld do was laugh excessively abt this.really.he's just such a bundle of laughters.horrendously loud ones.nah i'm only exaggerating.
met provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1080273115680471132004-03-26T11:51:00.000+08:002004-03-26T11:54:26.700+08:00we've only just begun to live
white lace and promises
a kiss for luck n we're on our way
we've only just begun....
it's unreal.
to hear e things frm u tt ive nv imagined u telling me.
like how much i affect u.
how impt i am to u.
how u cant afford to lose me.
tt u want me to be urs.
for now.
for good.
for long.
but i cant say forever.
and it was not being able to give you e promise of a foreverprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1078822067005041402004-03-09T16:47:00.000+08:002004-03-13T17:49:29.450+08:00i just had a taste of his jealousy.
and it was simply delish.
licking my lips
savouring while it lasts.
jealousy is a lovely dish.
an absolute aphrodisiac.
i just had to bring it to his awareness
that he's not e only one vying for my attention.
this time ard he has to prove to me what he had promised to deliver.
cos i'm damn sick of e lip service.
pucker up baby.
provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1078241686241438732004-03-02T23:34:00.000+08:002004-03-05T20:58:44.623+08:00for e first time, i heard e desperation in your voice,
begging me to stay,
begging me not to leave.
thanking me once n again for e efforts ive made
telling me tt you're so grateful for all tt ive done
trying so damn hard to redeem yourself.
promising me tt frm now on you're gonna be making efforts
tt you wanna make things work.
for e first time, i heard e sadness in your voice.
when you felt ttprovacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5613688.post-1077547931389721812004-02-23T22:52:00.000+08:002004-02-25T10:24:37.030+08:00"..seems what you say is true, i feel e same way too
see i've waited all night long, just to dance with you
and when you touched my hand, i knew you were e man
to turn my world around, and make my dreams come true
e magic in your eyes, made me realize
that everything i feel, has got to be real
we danced and fell in love,
on a slow jam.
play another slow jam,
this time make it sweet.
on a slow provacateurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13221772238929135271noreply@blogger.com